Sally DawidoffExcerpt from "Visiting Hour" Your average schizophrenic will dilute chaos with lies: "Once upon a time I had a daughter. She's a prostitute." Delusions are a coping style - neurotic, almost. I "get" that. Every time I leave, I check the stove. (Idiotic. I don't cook.) I used to think one ought to challenge the delusion: "Like in Times Square? You've seen me turning tricks?" I thought wrong; he'd just smile and nod. You argue with psychosis, sister, you're wasting your time. Surely I have better things to do - learn to cook, go out on a date with my ex. . . So when I find the time to meet my father for coffee, I tolerate his news. Be Nicer is my newfound motto. "Dad, that's nice you're dating Renata Scotto."
Author's Statement
The NEA fellowship is allowing me to work part-time for a year in order to devote myself to writing poetry. The grant is also making it possible for me to collaborate with a composer on musical projects. My work is benefiting from the extended periods of time I now have. I'm exceedingly grateful to the NEA.
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