would you say youre openly sexual?
i would rather not say but sure that sounds agreeable
how are u
think i did too many acid hits and not enough job apps
otherwise fine . my mom texted me the other night
weird
UHHhhhhhhhh poop3.14
i don't own fitted sheets so it's basically like not owning sheets , feel me , it's gross
do you know where i can buy cool posters online? please help, thnx
adore me do coke off my butt
that's my favorite pumpkins album
come over today . bring coke , and a burrito
AUSTIN I SURE AS HELL HOPe IM UR MCM
if you're a pale white dude with a good face u prolly are jk crush of the week shit is annoying
how do you make it less awkward when you are having dinner with your girlfriend or boyfriend and there is nothing you can think about to talk about? how do you make interactions less awkward i hate being awkward i wish people appreciated silence in a different way
think i'm probably a dunce who will just jabber about any old thing
1 of myriad reasons i am single probably
silence is ok if um...
silence bothers me to be honest
comforted by the sound of entropy
what is your opinion on techno music
every time some1 asks this i say 'i like james blake' and it seems funny to me
i also like some cool other things. um star slinger um ossie um fur umm unknown mortal orchestra
like sample based music. don't rly care for more like, 'pure' techno or w/e
don't know what 'techno' rly means
do you like 'dilated peoples'
i don't rly know them but on the wiki page it says they've worked w alchemist and he's p cool
this is kanye writing to you yo hey
a b i got ur cd u get a e for effort
jk i only bought 2 of your cds but u still got it sort of
i feel like a big butt
my booty too fat it's like a donkey on my back
i feel so guilty about things. i don't like my person. i am really bad at things. i am really bad at life. i needed to write this somewhere.
yeah me too i guess. yo corn chips tho dag
meow
can i pet u noooo don't run away no no no oh man why do they always run away... i know ur free and i don't own you but it sure is nice when you're here and even nicer when we're interacting and you don't have claws out but i wouldn't want you without your claws either or your fur oh please come back soon
dDAM U
i'm sincerely sorry, i'm trying to change so less ppl feel this way about me, change is hard tho
what is it that freaks you out about weed and how come you don't enjoy it as much as other drugs and how do you feel better about other drugs? drugs
drugs,
drugs
um... just get paranoid/lethargic on weed, feel unable to communicate fluidly or concentrate, sometimes i enjoy it in very small doses
used to like it a lot when my dad was sick and i was in this band in high school but stuff changes
i like pharmaceuticals mostly, most of them in modest doses make the daily grind easier to bear
have tried a lot of drugs, want to try more, feel like i'll still be doing them when i get older
future employers: i'm jk this is a joke pls hire me
hello austin what are yr thoughts on having my sweater pulled over your head so that we become one and snuggle?
yep sounds perfect can we listen to like 2nd or 3rd wave emo and can we try different sweaters i have some nice ones
u cute though
thanks anon let's hang out jk i live in the middle of nowhere that'll probably never happen
do you ever want to just punch someone or start fighting to feel adrenaline or some other feeling but not in a serial killer way?
yeah i mean i get irrationally angry but i'm way more of a passive-aggressive or 'hurt ppl back w my words[ typa guy. feel adrenaline and (word for 'fucked' emotion' when wathcing vids ofooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooofffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkp[[lk
oops nodded off before finishing that sorry
are you a spiritual person
yeah at one point considered myself a buddhist, was rly into hinduism for a lil while in high school, haven't done much research on this sort of stuff other than occasionally. still read the teachings of buddha & a book by the dalai lama & 'you are here' (i think it's called) by thich nhat hahn & watch deepak chopra lectures sometimes... most interest i've had in religion lately is slavoj zizek's observations abt christianity. i was raised catholic, mi abuelita used to say 'austin, like st augustine, u know he was bad and then turned good, that could be u' or some shit. was v opposed to being indoctrinated while living w mom&abuelita as a teen, never been baptized, refused to get confirmed, but sunday mass at a rich white ppl church still brings me some odd sort of pleasure now and then.
i get most spiritual on psychedelics, have had life-changing, outlook-altering experiences on them a handful of times.
don't mind dating someone who embraces (whatever) religion but i'm not a fan of evangelical christians, megachurches, used to talk mad shit abt protestantism in high school but now i feel like the most important struggle (jesus prolly had mad quotes re: this, wouldn't know, haven't read much of the bible) is to try ur best to have empathy for others and be generous and try to make ethical choices every time.
despite the radical, militant, and extremely conservative elements, i have a lot of respect for islam (something my father didn't teach me much about except that you better take damn good care of this quran and don't eat pork n shit). it's a beautiful attempt to keep humans away from stupid shit like alcohol and other things that are social problems, interested in the politics of being any sort of muslim in 2013...
idk i'm a secular dude at heart i guess
what happened to your chid/dad? sry for your loss <3
um... feel aversion to answering this publicly, will probably write abt the effects of these things on my personal development as a 20-something when i'm less of a 20-something (currently 22)
but uh... when i was 17 my dad died of cancer from smoking cigs... couple months later my high school sweetheart gave birth to the most beautiful little boy currently alive (imo) and gave him up for adoption
yeah idk if u wanna know more, sometimes i feel like talking abt these things, sometimes not, hmu tho
& thx for ur condolences, anon
where have you disappeared pls come back miss u
i don't know ask someone else
when did u become a rull man
didn't thanks
i am very sad in life. i feel badly about things. i don't think people like me. do you ever feel this way? hope you don't feel this way
yeah all the time. not like here and there very frequently but virtually at all times
are there any alt lit pieces about birds???
yeah that's the name of a chapbook by someone. slater i think
generally, would you say drugs are good or bad or neither
generally it depends, idk. generally good maybe. no, sort of bad. i don't know
